Ambulance at our front door, maybe on the radio during the day

Definitely not the best start for the day, but mum had to call for it because granny's heart wasn't all right. And I don't want anything bad to happen when I'm setting off to Turku today. Who knows if I'll be in the radio during the day, because YLE Turku district radio is sending all day long because of the day of the red noses. I'm so happy to be in Turku today, that's going to be great!

What a start for the weekend!

It was a good start for this weekend, on Friday I went as far as possible, because I thought the music might disturb the others in the bus. When the driver's round was on, at first he was unable to find me, because he thought I was much more in the front. And there I was, quite a long way back. But everything went well, that was good! Now Mum's preparing some salmon for food, my favourite is salmon, and all kinds of fish execpt herring. Now I have a good time, enjoying at the most!

A good day! Really!

Haven't had much time to think of what is in the past, been thinking mostly what is now. It's been a good day, because I didn't have to listen to anybody yelling, or telling that I'm mentally ill. My friends have been telling me I'm good the way I am, but it's so damn difficult to forget. This is not nice being told something that's not true. 

On Thursday, not so nice

I'm coming home from a nice trip to Taalintehdas, I don't argue that what happened after, was not so nice. A woman shows me her tongue and yells at me, the words I can hear are crazy and mentally ill. The craziness I can sign under, but not that I'd be mentally ill. I've got the Asperger's syndrome, but that doesn't mean any mental illness.  My behavior was totally misunderstood, of course I wanted to greet a friend of mine who was continuing her journey to Helsinki. And she had been in the same bus with me and we had been talking. It wasn't nice being misunderstood, but that happens, when you've got the Asperger's syndrome.

Maybe I should go back to bed or to the kitchen

Mum told me not to come so early, it's good, but I had barely to do when I got up. Music on the phone and reading, that's something I could do. But now I'm here and mum doesn't like it.
Maybe I'll remember better on Friday!

Dark out there but happy inside

It's rather dark out there, but nice here, I'll continue with the christmas crafting, listening to good classical music during the cardmaking. Joy and happiness, all packed in one single day. Enjoying of the happiness from the cardmaking, it's nice, when it's been a long project for me. Sun will shine always when you make a card to someone you love!

Christmas card crafting

I've been going on with it since the end of September, bought the empty cards, die-cuts and paperbacks, got with the Docrafts magazine and Papercraft inspirations magazine an enormous amount of paper and stamps to make the cards with, now I can really get started! It's really intriguing to see what kind of cards you can make, it's nice to make the cards all by yourself!

Saturday all great

It wasn't a very good start, though. I wasn't so keen on going to the laboratory on a Saturday, because the blood test was taken already on Friday. But the blood had become too thin, so that's why we had to go to the lab. Granny wasn't either so keen to go, but we had no choice, all we had to do, was to go, because the doctor wanted the test to be taken again.  Happy now, when it's done, although you are not so fond of going. Now it's good!

Crafting as well

I've been making some crafting, cards for the most. Today, when we had the happening of Tarja's day, it was so great. Today I've made the two cards,  and so it was full of happiness.

The cards were so beautiful, it was great to make them.

This crafting is made with two cards from the summer of 2012. It was nice to make them, so I put an effort to it. Nice!

A good day is going to start

Music from a Finnish gospel band Exit, it's going to start a good day. Happy it's going to be, waiting for a good day for today. Time has gone with an enormous pace, it's two weeks when my mum went to Turku hospital. And two weeks from the surgery, the recovery has gone very well. I can still remember, how exciting it was for me, now everything's fine! Music starts a good day, happy and fun!

It's been a good week

It's really been a good week. Sunday was my first time ever in a family mass, it was a great thing for me. I was fetching the collect, giving away the hymn books, we had the children's hymn books. It was a great deal of happiness by seeing the children of friends and the friends as well. Great Sunday and unforgetable one!

About the surgery

Next week Wednesday mum's going to go to the surgery, on Thursday the surgery will take place. Happy to know where to go, it's going to be slightly travelling between Salo and Halikko. It's because of the oncoming travel to Huittinen, I'm making it with the Finnish-Estonian company of Salo.  It's good to know, when it is, the planning is a lot easier. Today I've been following the ability party, I've done it ever since after my own party. Just remembering, that it's eighteen years ago! Oh my, how times fly!

Slightly different

Yes indeed, whilst I didn't have to rush so much during the morning, it's gonna be a day of singing. Mostly that, but then the youth will be consecrated for being a big on camps, it's going to be awful great! Whenever there is volunteer work to be done, I'll do it, because I love to do it! That's why I'll have to be at least an hour and a half before the mass begins, so I'll have to reserve a good deal of time to get there, to the downtown church, at the right time. And of course there is the showing to be made, I know it. So a different one, but happy one!

What is it coming up during the weekend?

Well, at least the mass of St Thomas in the little Salo Church. It's the second home church in the old town area. I'm looking for a good weekend, hopefully the flu doesn't come before the evening mass. I've been all week long to the shopping mall, so it wouldn't be impossible to get the flu. Music makes me feel good, that's great, it makes me happy too! Today is the best day, having fun and enjoying!

Nice weekend but not so nice start to the new week

The weekend was nice, but this start of the new week is not going to be so nice. Maybe the next days will be nicer, who knows. I'm not so nervous, but  I don't have to be, mum's told me so. All the stuff that has something to do with the health, it's always a hard bit, when everything's not well. But I hope that everything would be well. Sunday was a special day for me, because I had a good time chatting with my friend. He's studying and has his first showing next Sunday. This is going to be great to see, how it works. Hope Tuesday's going to be a better day.

I'm just enjoying

Mum told me not to worry about her situation, I won't! I'm realistic, I'm not as dramatic as granny is. Of course it's making us a bit nervous, but I'm not making any problem of it. And on Monday we are all wiser about the surgery ahead, so that's why I've decided not to go with a too fast pace ahead. Today is the day of happiness and joy and good feeling, let's keep it as it is!

The drama was great!

The parish youth drama was great! I've never seen such energy and happiness of doing that the youth had. It was happiness and joy for me as well. The coloured lights made the photos look weird, but when I moved them over to the computer they looked great. My hands were red and cold, maybe I should try the winter swimming. Huh, I was a bit scared when the devil was jumping from one church bench to the other, if someone had taken a picture of me, my smile would have been quite an odd one!

What is making you so angry?

I was so angry, mum wondered what caused it. It was an error announcement while I was writing a Finnish blog. That usually makes me rather upset. So now it's time to be happy again! There was a fire in Naantali on Thursday afternoon, we talked about that too. I don't know if it was in the old part of the town, but there it was. I love to walk in the old town of Naantali, happy to be there again!

Forget about suicide granny

I'd like to tell granny that she has to forget about suicide at once. Because it's not a solution for her problems. Mum goes to Turku the next Monday to see the gynecologist,  after that we are wiser about the surgery. It might be fast, it might take a while before the surgery takes place, so that's why we don't have to worry at all. Mum told me to keep my own rythm during the days she is in the hospital, if I'm at my aunt, I can go to my hobbies from there. It's going to be great to start a new day. Happy and joy, that's what it's all about!

Long day, but a happy one

I was singing, reading poems, doing shopping, it's been quite a long day for me today! Now I'm listening to Spotify and singing along with it.  Mum told me not be worried about her, but I can't let it be. I just can't. Some good tracks are already found and they make me happy. This is the best, makes me so happy. This is the best day, I'm so lucky!

Crafting exchange of this month had come

My crafting exchange of January had come yesterday, I was able to fetch it today. And it was a big one, there were lots of different things in it. Buttons, papers, all this stuff, a stamped picture and a tag. The tag was really gorgeous, I was so happy with all the stuff I got from the exchange. There were some Mentos-candies, other ones were the taste of orange, others tasted cola drink. It made me so happy, there was happiness a lot in this day!

Perfect morning!

A well slept morning, till' eight. That's something mum's pleased with, and I'm very pleased with that too, I was awful tired on Saturday. So this was the best morning on this week. And everything's happy now! A picture of a kitten from the neighbor Mea, we were feeding them.

Phew, what a day!

It's no wonder I'm tired now. I was thinking, why. I had to get up early, because my mum went to a blood transplantation. It's only good if it helps, because I want her to get rid of the anemia. Nothing else matters to me. I've done things that I feel sorry for now. Yelling to granny, I don't know what has gone into me. Maybe it's something I'm worried of. I don't know, what has made me so unpolite today Whatever it is, I'll do my best not to repeat it.